歌曲:《H.E.R》
歌手:Rous
专辑:H.E.R
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《H.E.R》歌词:
[00:36.100]The first time I saw her
[00:39.400]Everything in my head went quiet.
[00:42.260]All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images
[00:45.480]just disappeared
[00:46.730]
[00:48.280]When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[00:49.950]You don’t really get quiet moments.
[00:52.160]Even in bed, I’m thinking:
[00:53.670]Did I lock the doors? Yes.Did I wash my hands? Yes.
[00:55.030]Did I lock the doors? Yes.Did I wash my hands? Yes.
[00:55.870]But when I saw her,
[00:57.100]the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips
[00:59.830]Or the eyelash on her cheek
[01:01.710]The eyelash on her cheek
[01:02.520]The eyelash on her cheek.
[01:03.990]
[01:05.270]I knew I had to talk to her.
[01:08.030]I asked her out six times in thirty seconds.
[01:11.420]She said yes after the 3rd one,
[01:12.980]But none of them felt right,
[01:14.000]So I had to keep going.
[01:15.370]
[01:15.580]On our first date
[01:16.540]I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it
[01:20.500]or talking to her
[01:21.530]
[01:22.060]But she loved it
[01:24.070]
[01:24.320]She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or
[01:26.360]twenty-four times if it was Wednesday
[01:28.080]She loved that it took me forever to walk home
[01:30.200]Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk
[01:33.020]
[01:33.540]When we moved in together, she said she felt safe
[01:35.600]like no one would ever rob us because
[01:37.320]I definitely locked the door eighteen times
[01:40.170]
[01:41.300]She close her eyes
[01:42.260]And imagine days and nights what passing in front of her.
[01:45.080]
[02:55.610]When she said she loved me
[02:56.760]Her mouth was a straight line.
[02:58.250]
[02:58.550]She told me that I was taking up too much of her time.
[03:01.190]
[03:01.650]Last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place.
[03:04.180]She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her
[03:07.010]that this whole thing was a mistake
[03:09.000]
[03:09.370]But how can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands
[03:11.390]after I touched her?
[03:12.900]
[03:13.200]Love is not a mistake
[03:15.190]
[03:15.450]It’s killing me
[03:16.500]that she can run away from this and I just can’t.
[03:19.430]
[03:19.580]I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her.
[03:23.140]Usually, when I obsess over things
[03:25.340]I see germs sneaking into my skin.
[03:27.770]
[03:28.050]I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars.
[03:31.050]And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on
[03:34.990]
[03:35.170]I want to wake up every morning
[03:37.010]Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel
[03:38.980]How she turns shower knobs like she's opening a safe
[03:41.900]How she blows out candles
[03:42.920]Blows out candles
[03:43.760]Blows out candles
[03:44.390]Blows out candles
[03:45.170]Blows out candles
[03:45.990]Blows out the candles.blows out…
[03:48.180]
[03:49.390]Now, I just think about who else is kissing her.
[03:52.420]I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once
[03:54.730]He doesn’t care if it’s perfect!
[03:56.370]
[03:56.600]I want her back, So Bad!
[03:59.500]
[04:00.490]I leave the door unlocked.
[04:01.640]
[04:03.510]I leave the lights on.
[04:04.250]
[04:50.560]Change,right
[04:51.400]
[04:51.960]If you wanna be an agent of change
[04:54.420]Two things:listen and speak up
[00:36.100]我第一次见到她时
[00:39.400]我脑中纷繁的思绪瞬间平静
[00:42.260]所有强迫症引发的冲动,所有不断重复幻化的影像
[00:45.480]一下子消失了
[00:46.730]
[00:48.280]对强迫症患者而言
[00:49.950]生活似乎没有一刻是平静的
[00:52.160]即便是躺在床上,我仍想着
[00:53.670]我锁门了吗?嗯。我洗过手了没?嗯
[00:55.030]到底锁门没?嗯。洗过手了?洗过了。
[00:55.870]但是当我见到她时
[00:57.100]我唯一想到的是她那有着发夹弧线的双唇
[00:59.830]以及她姣好面颊上的长长睫毛
[01:01.710]她那美丽的睫毛
[01:02.520]她那美丽的睫毛
[01:03.990]
[01:05.270]我死心踏地地想结识她
[01:08.030]我在30秒内迫不急待地问了她6次想不想跟我约会
[01:11.420]在我问她第三次时,她答应了
[01:12.980]但我仍不确信,仍觉得不够完美
[01:14.000]所以我止不住地继续问、不停地问
[01:15.370]
[01:15.580]我们第一次约会时
[01:16.540]我忙不迭地将我们的餐点按颜色分类,根本顾不上吃
[01:20.500]同时不停地和她聊天
[01:21.530]
[01:22.060]觉得她很爱我这个样子
[01:24.070]
[01:24.320]她喜欢我每次再见前亲她16次
[01:26.360]抑或是吻她24次,如果那天正好是周三的话
[01:28.080]她喜欢每天与我步行回家,走到地老天荒的感觉
[01:30.200]因为我得确认有没有闪过人行道的每条裂缝
[01:33.020]
[01:33.540]当我们同居后,她说她感到很安全
[01:35.600]觉得绝对不会有抢匪闯入
[01:37.320]因为我每晚肯定要锁门18次
[01:40.170]
[01:41.300]她闭上双眼
[01:42.260]并想象日夜交替着在她面前流逝着
[01:45.080]
[02:55.610]当她说她爱我时
[02:56.760]她的嘴角不再上扬
[02:58.250]
[02:58.550]直到有一天,她说我浪费了她太多时间
[03:01.190]
[03:01.650]上周她开始回她娘家住了
[03:04.180]她告诉我她不该让我如此依恋她
[03:07.010]我们的相爱从始至终是个错误
[03:09.000]
[03:09.370]但怎么可能是个错误呢
[03:11.390]当我每次与她接触后,我都可以不洗手了
[03:12.900]
[03:13.200]“真爱”怎么会是错误呢?!
[03:15.190]
[03:15.450]这真让我生不如死啊
[03:16.500]她能如此轻易地放下,可我怎能做到?
[03:19.430]
[03:19.580]我容不下别人,因为我满脑子全是她
[03:23.140]通常情况下,当我过度执著于某件事情时
[03:25.340]我看到细菌潜入我的肌体
[03:27.770]
[03:28.050]会想像自已被疾驰而过的汽车碾过
[03:31.050]她是我今生今世执著事物中唯一的美好
[03:34.990]
[03:35.170]我想在每天清晨醒来时
[03:37.010]想着她握着方向盘的模样
[03:38.980]想着她像旋转保险箱柄手一样打开淋浴旋钮的样子
[03:41.900]以及她吹熄蜡烛的样子
[03:42.920]吹熄蜡烛
[03:43.760]吹熄蜡烛
[03:44.390]吹熄蜡烛
[03:45.170]吹熄蜡烛
[03:45.990]她吹熄蜡烛,吹熄……
[03:48.180]
[03:49.390]如今,我满脑子只想着谁在亲吻她
[03:52.420]想到无法呼吸
[03:54.730]他不在乎那个吻是否完美
[03:56.370]
[03:56.600]我好想她能再次回到我身边
[03:59.500]
[04:00.490]我开始不关门了
[04:01.640]
[04:03.510]也不关灯了
[04:04.250]
[04:50.560]改变,对吗?
[04:51.400]
[04:51.960]如果你想成为变革的推动者
[04:54.420]两件事必做 : 倾听 和 诉说